Vengeance

I've found out so many things
this past week that have pushed
me to hating a certain someone,
when before I thought I wasn't even
capable of having such feelings.
I'm struggling so much & praying
continuously that God will take
all of these negative feelings
and bitterness out of me, but it's
so hard just to know that this person
got away with it all and has absolutely
no repercussions. You will never waste
my time, at least not anymore.



I don't know how one can
live with themselves and look in the mirror
knowing that their life is a joke and that
they are the opitome of a hypocrite to the
very beliefs that they stand for.
The same beliefs that they were heartless to
others for falling short of.

I found this verse and it's helping me
so much haha. It makes me feel SO much better
to know that the one who TRULY loves me,
the one who stands by my side and will never
leave me nor forsake me and never betray me,
will ultimately have the last laugh in this.

The wicked plots against the just,
And gnashes at him with his teeth.
The Lord laughs at him,
For He sees that his day is coming.
The wicked have drawn the sword
And have bent their bow.
To cast down the poor and needy,
To slay those who are of upright conduct.
Their sword shall enter their own heart,
And their bows shall be broken.

--Psalm 38:7

On a better note through all of this
I've found some genuine ones :)