Sunday, September 21, 2008

Highs & Lows and What Runs Between

This past week has been utterly insane to say the least.
I have been crazy busy on the go & on a high like never before,
bouncing off walls & basically cheesing 24/7 - you would think
that I've got a mild case of down syndrome. I'm so excited about
everything to come in my life because for once I feel like I'm in
control & the steering wheel isn't dropped into the hands of another.
At the same time so many things are unsure and uncertain and thats
what makes it fun, knowing that my fate isn't quite determined, that
I still have many decisions to make and their outcomes to see.

Today was a day back to reality, yet ..not really haha.
I was so emotional and cried over the dumbest things.
I'm so thankful that I have the wonderful friends and family
that I do because I don't know who else could put up with
me on days like today when I'm a handful. I've even patched up
and reconnected with some old friends that were missed more than ever.
It has truly been a great week over all.

Some opportunities have been thrown my way & I'm taking the risk!
It feels so different, to not be living the same ol' day to day routine
where I knew what was okay to do and what wasn't. And now I'm out of that
once thought "secure" comfort zone, and as scary as I thought it'd be,
it's more freeing than ever.

And last but not least, I've gone back to my first love...


Running :)

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