Rainy days

It's rainy & cold outside and it's been storming since 4:45 this morning when I had to crawl out of my warm, Joy-eating bed & get ready for work.

I love days like these.

Days where spending countless hours out and about enjoying the sun & pretty weather has crossed itself off of the Things To Do Today list, & there is nothing more to do but to do the things you want & enjoy doing, yet never have/make enough time for. Today I want nothing more than to read, paint, write, sip on homemade early gray tea lattes & spend a day to myself; spend some Joy time.

I haven't had any of that in the past month.

The past couple weeks have been so scheduled, so jammed packed with constantly going out and doing things with people I love, from one to another. The kind of weeks where I stop doing one thing with someone, say goodbye to them & then it's straight on to the next & hello to another. I'm not complaining, but being on the go constantly with 4 hours of sleep or less each night, takes it's toll after awhile. (Not to mention constantly running off of caffeine overdoses & gross, unhealthy, convenient (dare I say fast) food. Yuck. I can just feel it.

+ I have yet to finish my current painting that I've been working on for 2 months:/
+ I have a goal of finishing all of C.S's peices this year
+ Writing always makes me feel so much better

I miss Katie.
I miss Atlanta.
I want to go rock climbing
I want to go art gallery hopping
I want to eat crazy ethnic food
& all with her.
I love her.

I was going to see her tomorrow until my car decided to get sick; it's in the shop and going to cost me 400 bucks. Unfortunate. I'm already looking for another means of transportation (since this is probably the 5th time in the past 6 months that my car has gone haywire)& I already have an idea what I'm going for. I'm excited :) yet very very broke at this point.
On a superficial note: I just bought a Sidekick & I absolutely LOVE it! Contrary to popular belief, I've had no problems whatsoever with T-mobile & I love the company & their customer service so far. Alltel is just too expensive & they don't have a wide selection of plans to choose from.

I have much more I want to write about, but I just don't have the time.I'm going to start trying to be better about keeping up with this ♥ .